Cultivating Beauty

Liberia as it is today

2010-04-30T18:03:00.000-07:00

For those who grew up and remember Liberia as home, I thought I would put some more general pictures up for all of you to enjoy. Rainy season was starting, and many roads are still under repair.

The market was always fun
and and adventure every time we
went down town.

A home in Red Light area of Monrovia.

Old home on Broad Street, in Monrovia.

Home sweet home

The old pavilion where so many parties happened. I remember going to the garden party when Queen Elizabeth came to Liberia.
This has been destroyed during the war.

Home at ELWA destroyed by the war.

So much beauty, even in the rain!

Children are always one of God's most beautiful creations. They are the hope for Liberia.

Country kitchen with good chop being made for supper.

The Ducor Hotel as it is today and what it looked like in the 60's.

The ebony wall in the restaurant overlooking the pool.

Dan and I standing in front of the wall.

Overlooking the sea. The port is to the right of this picture. Notice the old Cottonwood tree.

The lighthouse at the top of the hill near the entrance to the Ducor.

The first President of Liberia, Joseph J. Robert.

The story telling wall of the freed slaves returning from the USA back to Liberia in the early 1800s.

Cannons used to call slave ships into port in the slave trading days.

The view from the Ducor

The new bridge to Bushrod Island

The Free Port in Monrovia

Driving back down the hill from the Ducor.

Tom and Dan grocery shopping at Abijodi's (Spelling?)

New shirts from Carry Street tailor shop. This is where we met the one armed ex-combatant!

The Capital Building where we visited Vice President Boykai.

The Lutheran Church where 600 lost their lives during the war.

Herbie and Dave at one of the Rallies

Destiny and Herbie in the "Sin Box" Skit

Dave receiving a plaque from YFC Liberia. We each were given one.

Corelita, a vine that grows everywhere, gracing walls with brilliant pink.

Bananas anyone! These were growing in our back yard.

Palm Nuts made into Palm butter. This tree is by our house.

Coconuts, mmmmm good!

Our beach!

Our lagoon

Yes, the crab is there!

ELWA's grave yard - Betty Geysbeek

Sydny Tarr (Anna's baby)

Elszworth Balzer

Jonathan Leuders 1957 - 1967 He doesn't have a stone with his name on it.

Aunt Clara Blane Wilson who doesn't have her name on hers either.

This tree reminds us even though there is so much 'cut down' in Liberia or even in our own lives, with God's nourishment, LIFE is still there, and fruit will still grow. Let's be challenged to live in the moment with Jesus. Don't fret about tomorrow or even yesterday. We can learn to DANCE WITH OUR SCARS!

Thursday, April 1st

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Early in the morning with the moon still up over the sea, we packed our luggage into the car at the front door of our home. So much had happened these past three weeks.

Dan and Tom had to almost drag me out of the house. But really my heart was full of JOY and PEACE knowing that this trip was planned by our loving Heavenly Father.

Kedrick and James drove us to the airport.

We flew to Accra, Ghana and were met at the airport by Lee Sonius and Joshua Milton Blayi the former General Butt Naked, who was one of the most feared men in Liberia during the war. We had lunch at Lee and Michelle's home where he told us his story of God's goodness and saving him. He is working in a lot of Liberian refugee camps outside of Liberia.

We also met Fred who is a Liberian living near a Liberian refugee camp in Ghana. He uses music to minister to people. He is asking the Lord for a guitar to use in his ministry.

We arrived in Detroit on April 2nd with full hearts and many stories to tell of God's goodness. Will God allow another trip? That is the question on my mind. There are so many opportunities there. May I thank all of you who have followed my journey home - in prayer. You have been a very vital part of this trip. We have been partners of God's grace in Liberia. Thank you.

Remember this coconut tree that I found on my arrival at ELWA? To all of us, it looks like a tree that was not meant to live, cut down at the roots. BUT God had another plan, one part of the root system still nourished the growth of the tree. It begins to reach to the sky toward it's creator, with signs of LIFE! This is a picture of what God is doing in Liberia. It was a people and country that has been cut down, but not dead! With God our Creator's life, it can come to ETERNAL LIFE in Jesus. I believe this with all my heart!

Wednesday, March 31st

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We met with Joe and Nene Wonkollie at his office at 8:30 am. It was wonderful learning of the hearts desires of those serving at ELWA radio station, hospital, school and services.

We can pray more intelligently.

At 9:00 am, we went to the studio to meet with Kedick. Dan and I were interviewed about our trip and about what God has done. We thank the Lord for His kindness in letting us be a part of what is happening in Liberia today.

Later in the morning we drove in to visit CooCoo and family. It was great to connect with old friends and be able to say goodbye.

We went down town for last minute shopping and were able to say goodbye to a city well known to both of us. I will miss it very much, but will miss the people more!

When we arrived back to ELWA, Ben, Natalie and Annie came to say goodbye. Augustine from YFC and Samuel one of the pastoes were waiting to say goodbye.

In the evening we went to a Bible Study with Mrs. Boakai and then home for dinner with Vice President and Mrs. Boakai. Christine came bringing each of us gifts.

It was fun story telling of God's goodness. Thank you Jesus for such a great day.

Tuesday, March 30th

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Dan and Tom went in town.

I stayed at ELWA overlooking the beauty of God's creation and visited and prayed with friends. One lady who I met at one of the rallies came to tell me her story. During the war, a young soldier boys came to their home, changing her family forever. They shot her husband. His bowels were out on the ground. He begged her to push them back in to his body and take him for medical help. He lived. A 13 year old soldier boy came into their home and told her to take a her cloths off. He made her walk outside in front of her family and neighbors. She was terrorized and wanted to die. She told how satan played with her mind and how she hated young boys from then on. Her husband was unable to work because of his injury, and Christians asked if she would come cook at an ex-combatant home for children. She would rather die than be their cook after what they did to her and her husband, but she needed a job.

She eventually received counseling from ELWA hospital. It was like she was becoming a new creation of God's beauty, like a flower. They encouraged her to allow God to give her the courage to help these children, mostly boys. She fasted and prayed, avoiding the counselor for three days. She read I Peter 1:1-9 and decided to take the job. This is what the Lord showed her: "Praise to God, and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In His great mercy, He has given new birth into a living hope though he resurrection of Jesus Christ. Who through faith are shielded by God's power until the coming of the salvation that is ready to be revealed in the last time. In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that your faith of greater worth then gold, which perishes even though refined by fire, may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed. Though you have not seen Him, you love Him and even though you do not see Him now, you believe in Him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious JOY for you are receiving the goal of your faith, the salvation of your souls."

She met a 15 year old boy nick named Bob Blue who helped sweep and clean up. He started telling her stories of the war. He went to church with her and accepted the Lord. Her husband was upset that she was getting so personally involved in the personal life of some of the boys. But she wanted to see them come off drugs and get into school. He would talk about what he did. He got down on the ground and held her feet crying, "We killed good, good people o' ." He was very sorry. Through the story telling, she found out that he was the boy commander when the boys came and shot her husband and violated her.

It was hard for him to leave the war and the effects of what he had done. He became like a son to her. Eventually he got a job as a drive., she lost touch with him for about 6 months. He did go to school and when he graduated, he invited her to be a guest at his graduation and called her Mother. Now he is at he University of Liberia entrance level. God has taken all her shame away. She held my hands and said, "You are not alone as you dance with your scars!" We read Roman 8:28 - 38 "All things work for God's good to those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose .... if God is for us, who can be against us? .... Who shall separate us from the Love of Christ? Trouble, hardship, persecution, famine, nakedness, danger or sword? ... in all things we are more than conquerors through HIM who loved us ... nothing will be able to separate us from the Love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord." As we read this passage together, both our faces were streaming with tears of joy, knowing the TRUTH that sets us FREE! We held each other and prayed together through tears of joy.

I went up to he radio station to meet Moses Perry. I gave him the music and Ms. G's CDs for the radio. Mrs. G's children programs had been on during the 1070s, but due to the war, had been destroyed. Thy are going to be aired every Saturday a 9:00 AM starting April 3rd!

At 2:00 Tom and I went to Jahzjet Orphanage. (this means "Real Truth" in the Bassa language). It is also known as Susan Gunther's Orphanage. There are 3 locations with a total of 62 children in their care.

The school (seen here) is from K-9th grade. It was started in 1987, just before the war. There are a total of 370 students from the community as well. We gave a gift to help complete the roof, provide for mosquito netting for the dorms and rice.

We took clothing (some donated by Gerber), a real soccer ball and other toys and books for the children and school. Some were given by 3 year old Nathan Smyth and our grandchildren in Canada who wanted to share some of their toys with children in Africa. 2 year old Dominique will enjoy playing with the new Ark!

The water well pump is a marry-go-round! So the more the children play, the more water is pumped into the water tower!

They also have the water piped to the buildings for running water now!

The children girls against boys, played a mean game of football! The game was still on when we left, so don't know who won!

We went to Youth Rally #8 at Wonder Word Church in Redlight, Paynesville. About 150 attended with a lot of Ex-combatants. They were a very rough and sad looking group of young men. Dan and Tom went to visit them a few days earlier, inviting them to come to this rally. Dan was able to share how important it is to make right decisions. Some of the commanders that they worked under killed and destroyed. But Dan said he works under the Commander Jesus Christ. He can give life and peace! Some of these young men were under former General Butt Naked, who has been trying to encourage them to move away from drugs and war. At the invitation, 12 came forward and many were ex-combatants. REAP already has a Freedom in Christ ministry every Tuesday at 4:00 in this church, so will be following up. This was the highlight of our Rallies!

Monday, March 29th

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Dan did a leadership session with ELWA Ministries. James Kesselly took Tom and me on a tour of ELWA Ministries.

The ELWA hospital has many services.

There is a pharmacy and a clinic separate from the main hospital building.

There is a dental clinic and and HIV/AIDS Counseling service as well as the ER, OR, and wards are in the main building.

The ELWA Academy has grown. There are now 500 students. I took some pictures of some of the children needing scholarships, sponsored by the ELWA Ministries Associates (EMA). You will find more information soon about that on the EMA site.

There were sure a lot of happy children given a great opportunity to have a future!

Camp Lawana is still being used.

Many homes have been destroyed but some have been rebuilt.

We visited the grave site under the big plum tree. Sidney is my sister Anna's son. We couldn't find the other grave site near the school. Jonathan's marker is just a stone now. I remember lining his coffin and making a bogenvillia cross for the top of his grave.

There were others that had been covered with bush and grass, but are now uncovered again.

The beauty of the lagoon still remains a masterpiece in God's hands.

The old carpentershop is gone, but the old Clinic then BD is now SIM Liberia office.

King Gray beach looking toward Monrovia. The devil bush is gone! Thank you Jesus!!

Dinner anyone? PalmButter and county rice! Or fresh boiled nuts with sugar! Plenty fine o', and sweet to my gut!

How many of our footprints have marked our ELWA beach? Our loving Heavenly Father says he knows the number of sand that blankets all beaches, how much more does he care for the details of where each of our feet have take us in life so far? Where has life brought you? Are you following Him STEP BY STEP?

As the sea clap their hands in praise to God our Creator, how much more does He long to hear us praise Him for all He has done and how He has gently walked with us.

After Dan's morning session, we went to Ben, Natalie and Annie (2 year old) home for pizza! It was a great time of friendship.

I went to the SIM Liberia office to talk with Joe Wonkollie and also visited with Rick Saacra the doctor who will be leaving in May. Pray for more medical staff.

I spent the next 4 hours walking, singing ad praying on the beach with my camera. I took time to reflect on some of the experiences that God allowed me to have these past 3 weeks. I watched the sun go down in the tropical harmitan season.

While I was down by the lagoon, I took a picture of a fisherman who threw his net into the sea to catch small fish to use for bate when he went deep sea fishing the next day. He came running very angry that I had taken his picture. He wanted a 'dash'. I said: Ahhhh yaaaaa, I sorry o', no my yaaaaa!" I continued to speak in Liberian English and he jumped back saying, "you Liberian o'." We laughed and continued to share, becoming new friends. He is Amos from Ghana. I told im I grew up on this beach and would collect fish from the Fanti Fishermen down the beach to bring to my Ma. He laughed. Then he told me the story about how God spoke to him while he was at sea in 2000. There were three of them fishing, their boat sank, they hung on to a small bucket they had in the boat. They turned it upside down, filling it with air, so it would float. They stayed 3 days and 3 nights at sea. They feared that fish would eat them, but they were saved. While he was out there, "Jesus came to is face and spoke to him." It was then that he asked Jesus into his life. He has been a believer since. There on the beach we celebrated a miracle story of God's goodness at sea. We became good friends.

Dan and Tom went to Youth Rally #7 at Liberian Christian Ministry, Soul Clinic Paynesville.

Sunday, March 28th

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I can't believe that the three weeks is almost over. Time has gone so fast and we have been so busy going from one setting to another, meeting and praying with so many people.

Waking on a Sunday at ELWA was such a dream! Worshiping my creator God with such a memory building landscape was a bit overwhelming. I needed time to take it all in.

As I watched the waves, I saw the big sea turtles bob up just before the breaking of another wave! I couldn't believe how fun that was.

Then finding the little crabs that are faster than lightening. Waiting for them to come back out of their hole, seemed like forever. But waiting paid off! Pressing the wet sand through my toes as the salt water swished around my ankles, was like a hug of nature. Little things ... treasured things ...

At lunch, Rosana Shaak came for lunch. Then we drove out to the property that she is looking to purchase for their Safe Homes. We walked about a mile from the road to the beach. There is about 8 acres of land next to the beach with a lagoon costing $4,000 per acre. They are hoping to have a school K to 12, dormitories for both boys and girls. They want to start a Clinic and agricultural program. She wants to help children enjoy their childhood.

THINK began in 2003 with Samaritan's Purse, after the UN came to enforce peace. The soldier girls and those who became wives to the soldier boys were displaced. Many were so young they didn't know where they came from. Some villages and families didn't want them back because of what they did to their family members to prove they were strong enough to join the child soldier ranks.

The Sports Stadium had 58,000 displaced camps. The Evangelical Church Union of Liberia (ECUL) with SIM prepared meals and had Bible stories and songs to connect with girls. They linked up with the Red Cross to unite 20 children with their families. Many girls came to the Stadium to escape the situation they were in. There were areas like West Point (the worst area in Monrovia) where Rosanna would go to try to encourage girls to come to safe homes and begin a new life. 8 girls came out. 5 went back and 3 stayed. ALICE fought for 12 years, had two children and is now a believer. KATUMU fought 13 years and had a 4 year old and a 7 year old. She went throught the program and now sews fashion slippers. She is on a Praise and Worship team of her church. She says sorry for what she has done, and now wants to change Liberia. KARPO is from Rock Hill area and is related to the wife of a General. She completed the course and now has a pastry shop and sells to people on the street and at schools. Many have gone on UNMIL radio to apologize for what they have done. Rosana follows each girl up twice a year to make sure they are OK.

Many young girls are raped by their teachers relatives, uncles, stepfathers or broters and are taken to the police station. Rosana receives calls for these girls. The person usually isn't charged because they would get life in prison. Usually the person is someone known to them, and they don't want to make the charge. Most girls become pregnant, keeping their babies.

Rosana's sister, Rebecca Jallah is a nurse and is working with Kingdom Care Medical Center. She is able to bring the Ultra Sound once a week to a clinic to check the new Moms. She hopes to open a maternity clinic soon.

There have been 965 in Safe Homes and juvenile homes for sexually abused. 212 have graduated from the courses that are offered. There is so much more needed to be done though.

Late Sunday afternoon we visited Eugene Peterson another one of my CWA classmates. We had Barracuda steaks, wow were they good.

When we got back to the guest house, Melvin Karnga brought his 80 year old father, Joseph Kanga who worked from day one at ELWA. He spoke of the Watkins, Thompson, Lowe, Ries, David Mayes, Brooklan, and Dad and Mom. He remember Momma always giving him cake! He said Daddy treated him with respect. He mentioned that Rose Jackson delivered his first son, John at the old clinic. He spoke of Bea Barnard, Vinicombs, David and Mary Naff. He talked about Mary and Divid Ricks. He worked on the tower fields and helped build the beach front road. Story telling from the OLD days was amazing. What a fulfilling day.

Saturday, March 27th

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I met more people to pray with this morning before breakfast.

Youth Rally #5 was at Judith Craig Orphanage with about 100 children. We met in their thatched chapel. Sharing Jesus and hearing children talk and sing about what He means to them is such a privilege. Many have come from such tragic situations and now have hope for the future!

Sharing simple things such as hair clips and ribbons brought so much please to them. It reminds me of how thankfulness should be an everyday part of our lives. God is so good.

On the way back to ELWA, we visited the Baptist Seminary where there was a Woman's Conference going on.

We drove to the lagoon near Sugar Beach where Ray and I learned how to ski. What memories ...

Nene and team prepared for the ELWA Ministry and SIM Liberia Reception that happened at 2:00 pm. We had Jollof Rice, juice and cake. It was great seeing food preparations happening in our old kitchen, a place where many parties were prepared.

YFC led in worship and praise. We had so much fun playing a mixer game that mixed everyone in the room with others they may not have met before. It encouraged different departments and areas of service to eat with and get to know others they may not have known before.

Dan and I shared how thrilled we were to be back in Liberia where we grew up. It was wonderful celebrating the year anniversary of Daddy's (Ray G de la Haye) death today with all who are now serving Jesus at ELWA. Everyone introduced themselves and told what they did at ELWA. There was over 100 of us.

I was able to share from John 20:20 how Jesus STOOD with others, SPOKE peace into their lives and SHOWED His beauty marks in His hands, feet and side to His best friends. Jesus is calling us to do the same today, just before Easter Sunday 2010.

Youth Rally #6 was at Rock Hill Community Church. Pastor Moses Paye (son of Isaac Paye from old time ELWA days) is the pastor. About 120 attended and there were 12 decisions. There were so many youth in the service.

I met a lady after who wanted to make an appointment to talk and prayer further. She said she had a story about her abuse in the war that has been very hard to go past forgiveness.

When we arrived back to the Guest house, Melvin Karnga was waiting and brought old Liberian coins as a gift. We couldn't get into the guest house, so had to find William to open the door from the inside. While we were waiting, the YFC music team gave Dan and me Liberian names. Dan's is: Gaydeporkpee which means God's power. Mine is: Gbahwlo which means Prayer. What an honor!

Friday, March 26th

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Esther Bomosy picked me up for the Project Hannah Women of Hope Day Retreat that was held at the Tubman United Methodist Church in Paynesville.

There were women that came from up country as well. I spoke three times and provided lunch for the women. Women were hungry to hear from Jesus.

We also used the hand lotion to partner with each other in prayer. It created a sweet smelling fragrance throughout the room, reminding us of the fragrance of Christ we can be to each other. I met and prayed with many women. Please pray for Miata Nuahnpue who just found out she has breast cancer.

Mommas were able to come and share in the blessings as well.

One of the ladies needed reading glasses so she could read her Bible again. What a precious time to share practically as well.

After a wonderful day together, we went to Youth Rally #4 on Bushrod Island at the Church of God of Prophecy, Destiny's and his sweet wife's home church who is one of the YFC music team members. There were about 150 who attended. This is a very needy and congested community. I love how Jesus loves all of us no matter where we live.

Thursday, March 25th

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I was picked up by Rosana Shaak who works with Samaritan's Purse and also runs the THINK (Touching Humanity In Need Of Kindness) Homes. Rosana grew up next door to us, adopted by the Hungerpillers.

This is a Day Retreat for Women from three facilities. There are 25 girls and 10 babies in the Rehab home where they are in basic school and learning trades. There are 20 girls in another Safe Home and 20 in a Juvenile Transit home. These young girls spend 6 to 8 months learning a trade, such as hair dressing, cooking, pastry making, cosmetoloty and sewing/tailoring. Most are former child soldiers, or prostitutes from off the streets of Monrovia. Many of them have children. They live in the home and learn about Jesus as well. They learn to worship and sing! One of the songs they sang said: "God says I am a winner, I will never be a loser!" Some of them are as young as 14 years. I took baby cloths for their children. It was like Christmas.

We also took reading glasses to give to older people who were having trouble reading. The joy couldn't believe

I spent a lot of time seeing some of their sewing projects and accomplishments. One of the girls gave me a little dress she had made, for me to take home to one of my grandchildren.

55 attended the day conference where I spoke twice in the morning, Dancing with our Scars and Beyond Forgiveness. We played with the parachute before lunch. All their babies played under the parachute while the Moms enjoyed trying to keep the ball in the chute! It was as if they were allowed to be children and play themselves.

In the afternoon, I spoke about the 'Woman who Reached' from Luke 7. The woman who WEPT, knowing her need of a Savior, WET His feet with her tears, in transparency, WIPED His feet with her hair, and WORSHIPED with oil and WENT in PEACE! I then asked them to pair off with a partner. I put sweet smelling hand lotion in each of their hands and asked them to hold each others hands, and story tell of how they could pray for each other. Then take turns praying for each other. Christine also presented the Seven Steps to Freedom.

I met a 16 year old, Annest who has year old girl triplets. They are helping her get on her feet and supporting her children right now. Please pray for them.

At 4:00 more youth from the community joined us for Rally #3. The "Sin Box" drama was something that was very clear for youth to understand. Is is a simple visual of how others done see our sin, and a try to help us out. We can try a lot of things to become free from sin, but Jesus is the only way to become free!

About 100 attended with 15 making a decision of some kind.

Wednesday, March 24th

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I spent a few hours with Jefferson and Helena Zeon from the Orphanage.

While they were there, Samuel Minikollie from Beloved Baptist Church came to visit. He went to Carver Mission. As we were visiting, he was telling us the story of how his church has been given fair warning that there will be a Devil Festival for the next thee months in his town. He was very passionate as he told the story. Part of the celebration will be the change of a demarcation line for the town. They will be dancing all around the town and the devil will come there. This is a Bassa and Kpellee area. As he was telling the story, he mentioned the name DURZON! I couldn't believe what I just heard!

This was the town I used to teach Sunday School every Sunday afternoon when I was a teenager. I went with Obra Bliss, who led the church service. I knew the big cotton wood tree where the girls society was located. I would walk around the town gathering children for the Sunday School. Here is a picture of me with some of the children! I was about 18 years old here.

Samuel started the church in Durzon, that has grown. They have been meeting in a school building in the middle of the town. But now they are told their church cannot meet for the next three months because of the Devil Festival.

He also shared about a small river that runs near the town. The townspeople believe that catfish that live there are their ancestors and children. They worship them, and won't eat them. They believe if they do, they will die. But the Christians are trying to tell them that God has made all creation of it's own kind, and fish are safe to eat, they are not their ancesors. The Christians have shown them that they are still alive, after eating the fish.

Samuel also told of Annie, a Zoe Woman (who is the leader of the girls' devil bush) who doesn't want her granddaughter to go into the girls society for initiation. She moved her granddaughter, Kathryn Smith (13 year old) so she could go to church. But the Zoe Woman has still been blinded and cannot see the truth. The young children are taken into the bush from as young as 4 years of age for a few years. They are circumcized, given tribal markings on their back and sometimes beauty marks on the face. If there is infection from using unsterile instruments and the child dies, they say the "devil has swallowed them up." The parents are instructed not to mourn or cry. There are initiations with sacrifices and formal secret initiation rights. They are taught ancestreal worship, and indoctrinated into having exta powers. They are also taught how to cook, and are prepared for marriage at a young age.

Some of these girls are saved and baptized after they come out of the Devil Bush, but there is a lot of satanic bondage in many of their lives. Please pray for Annie and Kathryn that they will personally meet Jesus, the life giving source of life.

They also talked of their concern with the Boyo in Maryland that happened last week. This is where a "heart man" kills someone and eats their heart and drinks their blood wanting to have more power during the election time that is coming next year. Allen Yancy Jr and Dan Marias both around the age of 60, have been arrested along with 10 others. This is a way leaders in a community try to intimidate the people to vote for them. When they commit Boyo, they feel they are untouchable. What a lier and fool the devil is.

I asked about the village of King Gray that was near the beach where we grew up. That Devil Bush is gone!!! There is now a Catholic school and church there now.

They also told me about General Butt Naked who was Krahn, one of the most feared men in Liberia. By the way, we met Joshua Milton Blahyi on our way back through Accra, Ghana. He also told us his story. He was known as the Hitler of Liberia. He became a Satanic Priest at the age of 7 years, and joined the boy soldiers at the age of 11 years. Satan told him to fight naked, as it would give him greater power. He had super satanic powers. All those who fought with him also fought naked. They were feared greatly.

He had a Saul - Damascus Road conversion. He had just killed a three month baby, ate it's heart and was getting ready to attack a government force when he and his army were crossing over the new Montserado bridge from Bushrod Island. He was stopped by a voice behind him. He said it was Jesus speaking in Krahn who told him that he needed to serve another General! He tried to use his guns and they blew up and wouldn't fire. He felt shame for the first time in his life and clothed himself. He accepted Jesus as Savior. The first woman who was saved after he became a believer was a mad naked woman! Talk about transformation.

He escaped for his life many times. He went to neighboring countries and worked in refugee camps as an evangelist. Many knew him in his former life and believed because of his new life. He felt the needed to come back to Liberia and stand trial for the atrocities and war crimes he had committed. He confessed everything he had done. He had killed thousands. At first they didn't believe all he said he had done. Amnesty International has pardoned him because he is helping so many who he had wounded. He is now an evangelist, living a testimony of a totally transformed life.

Pray for him, his wife and now 4 children for safety and the strength to live a life that continues to transform Liberia and surrounding countries.

In the evening, we went to dinner at Christine's with her staff. Fellowship was so rich!

On our way back to the guest house, we stopped by the Radio Station. Dan led one of the night staff to Jesus and give him his own Bible. It's eternity appointment-moments like this that make a day overflow with JOY!!!

Tuesday, March 23rd

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Dan and I went to ELWA Staff Devotions at 7:30 am. I was the only woman, but it was wonderful seeing men who were serving Jesus, singing and committing their new day to Him for His service.

I stayed at the guest house and visited with Ben Colby (SIM Liberia) for about two hours. Then I visited with James Kessely (ELWA Ministries) also. They both shared how the structure of the ministry in Liberia has changed since the war. They shared a lot of personal as well as ministry prayer requests. There are wonderful things happening, but there is real need for the Lord to come along side and give specific guidance in certain matters. This can happen. I know how the devil would love to get in the middle of what God is doing, causing confusion and frustration. I have seen how prayer can tie the hands and gag the mouth of the devil. God can override again!!!

Jefferson and Helena Zeon from Jabzjet (which means TRUTH in Bassa) Orphanage came by to visit. This orphanage is also know as Susie Gunther's Orphanage with a total of 62 children in their care. They have three locations: 1. Bassa Foster Home with 18 children with a school from K-6th grade. 2. Another Foster Home with 8 children and 3. the Orphanage with 36 children with a school from K-9th grade. There are children from the community that attend, making a total of 370 students. The school was started in 1987, just before the war, Jefferson was an orphan himself. He was raised by the Gunthers, and given the opportunity to go to school. Now he wants to give back to Liberia by providing opportunity for other orphans. They have two special needs children, Hawa (3 years old) with Cerebral Palsy and Dominique (2 years old) who is also mentally handicap. We visited them later.

In the evening we went to a Reception given by YFC Liberia staff and Board. We were able to meet with the Board members as well. It was wonderful hearing how God is renewing YFC International in Liberia. Rev Michael Holder who is Chaplin of the Liberian Senate was on the Teen Time Quiz as well as Vice President Boakai. They still study their Bibles from what they learned many years ago. He said he came as a 'bush-boy' to the Senate, and thanks God for the influence he has in the government right now. He said: "We must pray that God would give us peace in Liberia, but now we are turning Liberia back to unbelievers." He explained that his desire is to see more true believers in the government, and not hand it back to unbelievers. He is trying to build a newwork between churches and the Government. Pray for Augustine Fredericks who is now the Liberian Director of YFC. We thank the Lord that they have worked everyday with us on the Rallies. God is so good. Their follow up teams will also work with the churches where we had the Rallies for follow up.

Monday, March 22nd

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Every morning and evening I met up with new and old friends who heard that a "de la Haye" was back in Liberia. Many came for miles to visit and pray together. Trokon Garway met my sister Joy on facebook. He told me his story of how God protected him during the war. He would hide in the bush for days. When he heard anything, he would cover himself with tall grass and lay as still as he could and just pray.

Dan, Tom and I drove around Monrovia as Dave and Herbie when for meetings at the Ministry of Health. We walked down Carry Street looking for a Liberian shirt for Dan and Tom. While they were getting their shirts, I was making friends with the tailors in the shop. All of a sudden there was a loud commotion. An ex-combatant with only one arm got in a fight with the owner of the store who was trying to move him away from Dan and Tom. The ex-combatant was trying to get a 'dash' from them. He became so angry, that he took his shirt off, pulled a razor blade and started slashing it around. Dan and Tom quickly moved away, as they were at the front of the store, but I was inside and couldn't get out. The angry man rushed into the store, pushing a man in front of me who fell back on me. I fell back onto a sewing machine, my shoes flew off. I wasn't hurt, but realized all the tailors encircled me protecting me from this very angry fellow. They moved me out of the store and down the street. We left thanking God for His protection, and two new shirts! There is a good end to this story. Two days later, Dan and Tom went back to get another shirt they ordered, and the same ex-combatant was there and he apologized.

We went to the top of the hill where the Dukor Hotel still stands as a shell of it's former self. It is a place where criminals and ex-combatants lived after the war. It overlooks the sea and the city of Monrovia.

It is surrounded by many cannons from the slaving days. The statue of the first President of Liberia, Joseph J Roberts and the bronze sculptured wall of history still stands as a tribute to the beginning of Liberia's independance in July 1847.

Canons lay silent under the underbrush as a reminder that freedom doesn't come with guns and war, or tribal differences, but under the forgiveness and restoration of our homeland and people through Jesus Christ.

We also saw the Mahogany wall that still stands where the restaurant used to be, that overlooks the pool. This was where I had my High School graduation dinner with my family after graduating from College of West Africa. Old memories, sure are different now.

We saw the new plans for the reconstruction of the hotel. Sure hope they keep this wall!

Just had to get Dan taking a dive in the pool ... just for old times sake!

We were able to talk to the next generation of kids off from school and invite them to the youth rallies. They are the future of Liberia!

Driving through Monrovia with sights, sounds and smells ... was so precious. The streets are so full of more cars and people now. So many have moved into the city hoping for new opportunities.

Old churches and buildings have signs of war, but still stand!

Seeing the old Mansion and Centennial Pavilion where I used to go visit CooCoo as a teenager, brought fond memories. I remember when Queen Elizabeth made a visit to Liberia, I went with my parents to a garden party here.This is where Steve and Dan Snyder's parents were married!

YFC was started almost 50 years ago in Liberia. This is where the Saturday night rallies used to be held. Many still talk about the "Teen Time Quiz" and how it influenced their way of studying the Bible, even to this day.

Government buildings are being repaired and put back into use again. There is still much to be done in Monrovia and all around the country. But a lot has happened since so much destruction. It is taking time, but it is happening.

Christine and I visited the Vice President in his office at the Capital Building. Please pray for those in government places that they will be able to hold true to the values and calling to rebuild Liberian into a truely Christ-following-Nation.

Hearts are to be changed before a nation is changed.

The Lutheran Church is still a lighthouse where Christ is known, even after the massacure of over 600 church goes during the war. Many churches stand as places of worship to the true and living God who calls people to forgiveness and restoration of people and land. Our hearts were blessed by many stories of this very thing.

As we drove through the streets on our way back to ELWA, we rejoiced to see how hundreds of school children and young adults there were. Please pray as there are so many supplies, text books, teaching helps, libraries, desks, and teacher training needed in the country. Many of the schools we visited just have a roof for cover, sand on the floor, no chalkboards, and very few books.

When we got back to ELWA, Ben Mannuel came to visit.

YFC came to set up for Rally #2 at International Church of Monrovia ICM at ELWA Campus. Pastor Moses Gwoley is the Pastor. There were about 75 HS and College age kids. 2 made a commitment to Jesus. Pastor Gwoley says that the possibility of working with YFC in the future was an answer to prayer.

I met King who was one of Ray's (my brother) students when he and Marcia lived and taught at ELWA Academy. How precious to see friends like this. Ray meant a lot to King.

We got back to the guest house about 10:00 pm after a very full day for our chop dinner! What a happy day to celebrate what Jesus has done!

Sunday, March 21st

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We drove after a heavy rain through the streets of Monrovia to Zion Praise Baptist Chruch in Bentol (Bensonville). Pastor William R Tolbert III, Christine's brother is pastor.

After the morning service, we had Youth Rally #1. There was a total of about 200 people with 75 decisions. YFC lead the worship and praise, with lots of dancing. I shared my testimony and we watched part of Sammy Morris' story, Angel in Ebony. The team did the 'Sin Box' drama, about how we can get stuck in our sin, and Jesus is the only one who can free us from our sin.

After the Rally, we provided a rice, palmbutter sauce and juice for everyone. Old and young enjoyed the good food!

On our way home, we visited REAP's William R. Tolbert's Youth Enlightenment and Empowerment Center (WRT-YEE-Center). Christine's father called the children of Liberia "his precious Jewels". Her Dad had a dream to provide hope and opportunity to the disadvantaged youth of the country. The Center is located on 50 acres of land approximately 36 miles from Monrovia. There are 5 buildings that are still structurally sound after the destruction during the war. There is a Multi-Purpose Building, Administration Building with Library and Learning Center, Girls Dorm, Boys Dorm, and Director's Residence.

The target groups are youth, young adults, street chidren, ex-combatants, orphans, orphan caregivers, HIV/AIDS victims, prostitutes, drug addicts, teachers, and women.

The Poverty Reduction Strategy (PRS) emerged from a series of country consultations, interviews and town meetings conducted by the current President of Liberia, Her Excellency Ellen Johnson Sileaf. WRT-YEE Center falls within this vision. After decades of economic mismanagement and over 14 years of brutal civi war, the country has been at peace since 2003 and is on the road to recovery. Roads and buildings are being rebuilt and repaired. Health clinics, schools, agriculture production are increasing.

Liberia's war killed over 270,000 people leaving thousands as refugees, internally displaced, orphaned and shattered. Over 65% live below the poverty level. 70% of school buildings are partially or wholly destroyed. Many teachers have little or no training. Over 50% of Liberian youth and children are estimated to be out of school. A whole generation has spent more time at war than in a classroom. Gender based violence and HIV/AIDS are major issues. two out of five children are growth-stunted and almost 20% underweight. The adult literacy rates display a gap: outside Monrovia, only one-third of women are literate, compared to about 60% of men. There is a 65% illiteracy rate in the country.

The Program Plans will cover: Counseling and Guidance Center for testing aptitude, summer camps, training in starting a small business, leadership and reconciliation, health and sex education, spiritual guidance, recreation and creative play, outreach to orphans, women empowerment, brick making, carpentry, electricians, computer skills, book keeping, sports, secretarial skills, mechanics, sewing, and cooking and preserving, horticulture and agriculture.

There is a great need for assistance in helping Christine see this venture become a greater reality! Please pray for wisdom for her team as they strive to better Liberia in Godly, practical ways.

Saturday, March 20th

2010-04-12T07:49:00.000-07:00

The Women's Aglow Breakfast 3rd year anniversary breakfast was held at the PA's Rib House, Lapazee, Sinkor. Christine and I shared the morning with Vice President Boakai's wife, Kartumu. She is a woman who lives to pray. CooCoo also came. We celebrated the goodness of God in worship and dance!

I met a lot of influential Liberian women, who had heartbreaking stories of how they survived the war, and how they now desired to rebuild Liberia for Jesus' sake. I heard stories of how many ran through the bush for their lives with their families. One told me of how she spoke with ones who killed her father, sharing a Bible with him. The terror is still much alive in some of their hearts. It was an honor to cry and pay with many of them.

I shared my story Dancing with my Scars, and how to move beyond forgiveness. This is something that is possible as we work through our sorrow and trauma.

After a wonderful morning of celebration, Christine dropped me off at ELWA guest house. Dan was already in the middle of a Press Conference with representatives from major new papers and radio stations. It was held in our living room.

We were able to share openly about our faith and why we had returned to Liberia. YFC representatives were also interview, as their music team was a vital part in leading the worship during the Youth Rallies. I was able to meet other team members who arrived with Dan.

As I moved from Christine's guest house (REAP) to ELWA guest house for the rest of our stay in Liberia, my heart was warmed knowing this was the place on earth where most of my 'growing up in Jesus' took place.

My heart was overwhelmed that my Heavenly Father allowed me to return HOME TO MY HEART! This is a place where much physical change has happened, but where God's goodness, faithfulness and love remains the same.

We met Nene Wankollie and her daughter Janga who oversee the guest house. Her husband Joe Wankollie is the Acting SIM Liberia Associate Director working with Ben Colby the Director. I also met with James Kesselley.

I met JanJay and Dewbbah Greene who story told of God's protection during the war. Many of their friends were forced into the war, but God protected them as they hid. They are going to Carver Mission now. These are some of the young Liberians who we need to pray will make wise choices and follow after the heart of God.

In the evening we went to Christine's home for good Liberian Chop with REAP, YFC staff and some of the Pastors of churches where the Rallies will be held. We were able to fellowship, pray and finalize some of the details for the next two weeks.

Friday, March 19th

2010-04-08T19:27:00.000-07:00

Christine and I left for a Woman Aglow yearly leaders conference at Wulki Farms. From 9:00 am to 3:00 pm, they worshiped and prayed, then did their business! There were young to older women present. One segment of prayer was taking all the devils work to the high court of God our High Judge and King. Isa 41:21: "Produce your case, says the Lord, bring forth your strong (reason), says the King of Jacob." God is challenging us to produce petitions. He is expecting us to take a divine legal action against our enemies by bringing cases to HIS COURT.

We must make our points and support them with strong arguments. That is what he Lord is telling us to do. When we take our case to Heaven's courts, we will never be denied justice, in Jesus' name.

Psalm 9:4, 3-5, 7-9,11 "My enemies turn back, hey stumble and perish before you. For you have uphelp my right hand and my cause; you have sat on Your throne, judging righteously. You have rebuked the nations and destroyed the wicked; you have blotted out their names for eve and ever. The Lord reigns forever; He has established His throne for judgment. He will judge the world in righteousness; He will govern His people with justice. The Lord is a refuge for the oppressed, a stronghold in times of trouble. Proclaim among the nations what He has done."

To hear the earnest prayers of these strong women, encouraged me. Here are some of their prayers: "Liberia has been effected from our ancestors, we ask God to cut the root of that false foundation, separate us from known sin like many wives, a demonic alters of juju or fetish that might be set up from our background." "We pray that every Liberian child will be our child." "We drag the devil to the court house of heaven, may the enemy become enemy to itself, with sudden confusion engulfing them. May the enemy become landlords of the valley of defeat." They prayed for every segment of society in this way. Being in the presence of women with strong voices and heart is something I haven't been a part of for some time.

Thrusday, March 18th

2010-04-08T18:59:00.000-07:00

Christine and I got up early this morning to get to the Ministry of Foreign Affairs for the Power Breakfast with Female Lawyers, female members of the Legislator, Judges, Cabinet members and wives of Cabinet members and legislators.

God's grace is in the event from the very beginning. The story started late last night. We went to set up the hall, and found another group setting up.

Our booking was confirmed a month ago. We found out that the President had scheduled a meeting in the room we were going to use, so we needed to find another location. We waited a few hours to find out that we could use the Ministries Cafeteria, but was locked until the morning. So we waited for someone to locate the key. We had to set up the night before, because our event started at 8:30 am. One of the young University students that worked with Cllr. Yvette Chesson Wueh and the Angie Brooks International Center was so helpful in dealing with the situation. By the time things were settled, we had been about 5 hours working through these final details. We prayed and saw God overrule in a situation that seemed almost impossible.

The change of room location to the informality of having the cafeteria lent itself to a more intimate gathering. God was in that! Dancing with our Scars was the theme. As I spoke, many had tears in their eyes. They didn't try o hide them, they let them flow. It was a safe place where people of high stature could look into their own hearts and let God sooth them. Many came for prayer. One woman came up with tears streaming down her cheeks and quietly said, "I haven't cried in years, God spoke to me today."

There are women of great influence in Liberia. I pray that they will choose to follow after the true and loving God who is not here to destroy and break down, bur build up!

Wednesday, March 17h

2010-04-08T17:12:00.000-07:00

This morning I spent with Sartee and his wife and new baby. What a precious treasure from God. Their story telling of God's goodness to them during the war, and how He has given them a second change after the war. They are so thankful for this new little life. We were able to give them some baby cloths and toys. It was fun to use my nursing skills in coaching her with breastfeeding. I love quiet moments like this with people. This is where most of us live LIFE!

I worked in the office with Emmanuel and Esther helping with assembly of programs and handouts for tomorrows meeting, and the upcoming ones.

I spent time praying and meditating which was so rich. My heart is so full right now. I enjoyed little things in God's creation, that showed me the wonder of His care to detail. So much of the time I am too busy and distracted. and don't stop to see His beauty, new today.

Tuesday, March 16th

2010-04-08T16:43:00.000-07:00

Christine and I went to the UN Mission In Liberia (UNMIL) Radio Station run by the UN. We had a 45 minute interview about what our team is doing in Liberia. We both were able to share our testimony and speak very openly about Jesus. We both talked about dancing with our scars and how God has personally moved us to a healthy lifestyle.

At 12:30 we went to the College of West Africa where I graduated from High School. As I walked up the front steps and into the hallway to the assembly room, I felt like I went back in time. I spoke in the assemble to the 9th - 12th graders. I shared about the one thing I didn't like about CWA, and that was having to wear 'white socks'. They all laughed so hard. I used that as a jumpin off point to help them realize there are a lot of thigs we don't like in life, but most of them are for a season. I encouraged them to do their best in school as it is a precious opportunity to build the future of Liberia. I shared Psalm 139:11-17 where they are one of a kind and very valued by God.

An hour after we left the school, I saw one of the boys from the school on the street selling electrical plugs, to earn extra money. These are the ones who need to find Jesus. They might be snatched away by others who might lead them down a dark path. These are the youth we want to see come to Christ.

Christine and I went out for Fufu and Callard Greens soup. OHHHHH, what a wonderful meal.

We stopped by the Capital to see Vice President Boakai again.

We found out the OM LOGOS HOPE Ship line-up man was in town. So we met with him. The ship will be coming to Liberia in Aug 6-27, 2010 do do medical, dental and educational work in Liberia. There are 400 on board. It would be great to be a part of that team, who knows!!!

Monday, March 15th

2010-04-08T16:11:00.000-07:00

In the morning it was great spending time and getting to know Christine's staff at REAP. We finalized a few things and prayed together.

In the afternoon Christine and I went to the Ministry of Foreign Affairs to meet with Cllr. Yvette Wureh who is involved with the Thursday Power Breakfast. We confirmed some of the details. The Breakfast is sponsored by three organizations: 1. Restoration of Educational Advancement Programs (REAP) - a humanitarian, educational and non-profit organization registered in the USA and Liberia. REAP initiates and implements enrichment progams designed to foster character building, democracy, good governance and leadership development. 2. Angie Brooks International Center (ABIC) - an academic/activist center that support the strategic emergence of Woman's leadership worldwide, in three areas: A. Research, analysis and project evaluation B. Training, including the nurturing of new institutions and C. Advocacy, including framing the discourse and building strategic partnership.and Association of Female Lawyers of Liberia (AFELL) - is a not-profit, non-governmental organization duly incorporated under the laws of Liberia on February 24, 1994 with accreditation from the Ministry of Planning It is a direct response to ensure advocacy for the rights of and promotion for the advancement of women, children and indigent persons. AFELL's mission is to advocate for the promotion, protection and advancement of the rights of women and children. One of its visions is to ensure that by the year 2020 majority of Liberian Women and children will have equal access and opportunities to both formal and informal education throughout Liberia.

We then delivered a lot of invitations for the Thursday event to offices in Government buildings.

Sunday, March 14th at First United Methodist Church

2010-04-08T15:40:00.000-07:00

What a wonderful Sunday at home, attending the First United Methodist Church built in 1812 with CooCoo Tubman Tucker and her grandchildren. The church is located almost across the road from the Old Mansion where my Mom and I would visit Mrs. Tubman and CooCoo when I was a teenager. Her father was President William V.S. Tubman, who died in 1971. My parents were knighted by President Tubman for services in Liberia. The music, well ... you had to be there!

I spent most of the day with their family. It was precious seeing Old Ma Tubman. She is 96. She was a good friend of my Mom, and kept asking me where my Ma was. I assured her that both Ma and Pa are with Jesus now. She wanted me to go get them, so she could visit with them. We had a precious visit.

Late afternoon Christine and I went to visit Vice President and Mrs. Joseph Boakai at their home. He had a copy of The College of West Africa 1966 year book, my graduating class. We were in school together. We looked at the pictures, laughed and story told of good memories. "Sugar Star" was my school name. It was great getting to know his sweet wife, Kartumu. At the end of our visit, we stood in a circle and prayed.

Rainy season is almost here. The black clouds crept across the sky closing in to beat us with a torrent of rain. Falling asleep with a choir of tropical birds, dogs barking and bull frogs bringing up the bass was music to my ear.

Saturday, March 13 arriving home

2010-04-08T12:07:00.000-07:00

I left by taxi at 5:45 am for the under 2 hour flight to Monrovia. As the pilot said "welcome to Monrovia, Liberia, it is 94 degrees", my heart pounded out of my chest. I wanted to say, would you kindly repeat that! I felt like a child waiting for Christmas morning. I looked forward to discovering the gifts of God's love, mercy and grace in the lives of the people I would meet for the first time and those I would reunite with, after so many years.

Christine Tolbert Norman of Restoration of Educational Advancement Programs (REAP), met me with open arms. She and her staff have made all the arrangements for our three week stay. They have been working for months. We so appreciate their efficient work. On our way to her home, we stopped by ELWA. Things have really changed, BUT as the sea claps with praise to our creator God, and the sand and broad African horizon remains the same, it is only a reminder of God's faithfulness to all of us. He never changes!

I stepped up to the front door of our home which is now the guest house, facing the beach. I called out "buck buck" which is the Liberian way of saying "knock knock". I was warmly greeted by a Liberian sister who led me through our home.

Memories flooded my mind as I looked over the living room, down the hall to Joy and my bedrooms. Then to the back of the house that has been changed into many more guest rooms. This is the place where most of the learning about who Jesus is in my life - took place. I just paused and took it all in. The home extends past "Shore Haven" which was a little guest house attached to our home. Dad and Mom's bedroom and Mom's secret garden are now made into other guest rooms.

So many homes have been damaged from the civil war, many beyond repair. Even though man destroys, God still graces windowsills and doors with elegant Coralitta, a delicate pink flower that grew in Mom's secret garden. Many homes are being repaired.

As I drove by where the main study building used to be from the 1950s, my heart wept as I saw the pile of rubble behind the flag pole.

But then seeing the start of something new just down the road, brought peace to my heart.

Kedrick White is in the studio with the music library behind him. I brought more CD's of music to be added to ELWA Library as well as Mrs G's Bible stories for children, that started on April 3rd. Her programs used to be played in the 70s, but were destroyed in the war. Seeing new development at the school with 500 students and the hospital was amazing.

We had a wonderful Liberian meal of cassava and palm butter fish pepper sauce at the Norman's. I stayed the first week in Liberia at their guest house.

Thursday, March 11 - Friday March12th

2010-04-08T11:47:00.000-07:00

I flew from Detroit via JFK to Accra, Ghana. Early Friday morning as we circled Accra's airport, tears of joy squeezed out of my eyes as I saw the ocean waves skirting the coastline of Africa, my home continent. Walking down the gangway, I was enveloped by a welcome hug of humid tropical air. In the car, I was serenaded by torpical birds mixed with honking of car horns. The red laterite soil and termite hills reaching to the sky brought back happy memories of when I used to poke holes in the bottom of the hill with a along stick to feed my pet anteater. I spent the day and overnight at the SIM guest house praying and reading my Bible. Fresh pineapple and bananas were on the menu for the day'!

Report of my return to Liberia, West Africa - March 2010

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"Lord I have heard the news about You, I am amazed at what You have done. Lord, do great things once again in our time, make those things happen again in our own days. " Habakkuk 3:2

This tree is a living picture of what I experienced on my return to Liberia after the devastation of civil war. Most, if not all the coconut trees that grew along the beach where I grew up were cut down for food by refugees. This tree was cut down for dead, but there was a remnant root still connected to nourishment. It continued to grow! Life from death! Yes, with Almighty God, that becomes reality. I saw it over and over again in the eyes and lives of my dear Liberian brothers and sisters, who painstakingly shared near death stories of how God preserved them.

I want to share the three weeks of my journal with you. It may take time, as I want to add pictures, that speak more than words. So keep coming back to my blog for updates ... I invite you to walk with me through a journey full of joy and thanksgiving for God's greatness.

Stand ... Speak ... and Show ...

2010-03-10T19:28:00.000-08:00

In a few hours I will be flying HOME via Ghana. My luggage is full of gifts, crafts, and equipment for REAP, ELWA and those we will be serving with these next few weeks. My heart if full of joy in serving Jesus. This is such an honour!

Jesus came and STOOD among them and SAID, Peace be with you!' After He said this, He SHOWED them His hands and side." John 20:20

This is what Jesus did for all of us. Pray as our team STANDS TALL for Jesus, SPEAKS PEACE to all we come in contact with, and SHOW HIS SALVATION to our people.

I will keep journaling ... so stay in touch.

Lovingly, Annette

TWO WEEKS 'til I go HOME to Liberia

2010-03-03T20:41:00.000-08:00

TWO WEEKS to go before I returning HOME to Liberia. God has brought so many details together in preparation for this trip. I stand amazed at the surprises that God has permitted to happen for His Name sake. We will be partnering with so many friends who have already been giving of themselves to cultivate beauty where there has been ashes for way too long. They are heroes in my books. I look forward to learning more of the Christ I love from them.

I have been collecting 'treasures' to take home to share with children, christian workers, Pastors, Radio Station ELWA, REAP and other organizations serving in Liberia. Some of our grandchildren and friends children have given some of their toys, and clothing to share with Liberian children. Giving is a very great adventure!

Thank you for your prayers as we wrap up the final details.

Thank you for being a part of this journey!

Lovingly,

Annette

Perfect Timing

2010-01-06T11:21:00.000-08:00

As each day rushes by, I am amazed at what God is doing in my heart. The March 2010 trip to Liberia is a fulfillment of my desire for OVER 30 years. I am beginning to understand God's PERFECT TIMING in all this. I see how God has prepared me over the last few years, to understand a lot more about who HE is, before returning to Liberia. There have been areas in my life where I needed to find "treasures in the darkness" as Isaiah 45:1-8 talks about. I am truly grateful.

Please pray as our team will be working with Christine Tolbert Norman and "Restoration of Educational Advancement Programs (REAP), bringing hope and help to war-affected youth and young adults. Follow www.reapliberia.org for more information. We will also be working with ELWA Ministries, Follow www.sim.ca, go to 'Africa Region', then to 'Liberia' for more information. Visit these sites as well for more ELWA information. http://www.elwamausa.org ELWA Palava Hut http://www.elwamausa.org/blog

We will also be visiting churches, orphanages, schools. We will be meeting with government officials as well.

Please bring us to the throne of Grace:

1. Pray that the Lord will cultivate a spiritual hunger in the lives of those we meet. There are 3.5 M people, half are 15 and younger. The average age is 18. Most have only know war, guns, fear, terror, rape, and death.
2. Pray that my heart will not ignore God's calling in my life.
3. Pray for Dan Snyder who is leading our team, that he would know the wisdom of the Lord.
4. Pray for Liberian leaders who are planning our itinerary.
5. Pray that our visas come on time.
6. Pray for the prayer and financial support we need to get there and serve.
7. I am collecting used or new Christian CD music to take with me for ELWA. The music library was destroyed in the war.

Thank you for joining this journey - Returning Home!

Do NOT loose Heart

2009-12-16T14:10:00.000-08:00

I just arrived home from attending the victorious funeral of Emily Sizakele Sikakane, a dear South African sister. She and her husband Ebenezer Sikakane worked with African Enterprise. Her favorite verse was "His mercy ... new every morning, great is your faithfulness." Lamentation 3:22,23. Now she is with the Savior she loved and served. "Do NOT loose Heart". Warwick preached on John 14: 6 last week. We know THE WAY is Jesus Christ, THE TRUTH is his Word and THE LIFE is NOT loosing heart, but living out Christ-life in the way and with the truth. Warwick shared more incite. If we only dwell on one more than or without the other, we become very unbalanced followers of Christ. If we only focus on Jesus being the 'way', we become leagalistic. If we only believe Jesus is the 'way' and 'truth', we become arrogant, but if we embrace all three, Jesus Christ is the WAY, TRUTH AND LIFE, we live LIFE to the full becoming Godly! John 14:1 says: "Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God, trust also in me. In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. I will come back to take you to be with me that you may be where I am. You know the way to the place where I am going." II Cor 4:5 says: "Since I have this ministry as I have received mercy, I DO NOT LOOSE HEART ... I do not preach myself, but Christ Jesus as Lord!" This season, the JOY of the Lord is our salvation and strength. We will be renewed every morning, by the mercy of God. Please continue to pray as our team prepares for the trip to Liberian this March 2010.

PRAISE:

I have been accepted as an associate with SIM Canada.
I have had opportunities to share 'my dream come true' with many friends.
My dear Warwick and family are so supportive and happy that I am going on this trip.

PRAY:
* Pray that our HEARTS, attitudes and daily life match up to who God wants us to be for His Name sake before, during and after our trip.
* Pray for HEALING of our land and people as many doors continue to be opening. We long to come along side those who He wants us to meet.
* Pray for HEAVENLY RETURNS, people who will celebrate with us in heaven when we see our Savior we love.
* Please pray that my finances come in for the trip (air tickets, housing, food, land travel, supplies for seminars, retreats, youth rallies, orphanages and schools).
- Total amount: $4,731.15
- Support in by February 1, 2010

All donations made to SIM are TAX-DEDUCTIBLE. You may make a donation:

BY MAIL: Please make cheques payable to:

SIM Canada
10 Huntingdale Blvd
Scarborough, ON M1W 2S5 Canada
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OR

SIM U.S.A.
PO Box 7900
Charlotte, NC 28241-7900 USA
www.sim.org

NOTE: In the Memo line, please use my Support Number 034211

ON LINE: Please go to sim.ca and click the "giving" tab. Be sure to use my Name and my Support Number 034211

Thank you for following my dream with me.

Serving together,

Annette

Associate with SIM (Serving In Mission)

2009-12-09T19:15:00.000-08:00

A lot of wonderful things have happened this past month. I have been accepted as an associate of SIM (Serving In Mission), the mission my parents went to Africa with. Now I am preparing for the trip. Pray that I will know what God wants me to share that will give hope and encouragement to my dear people in Liberia. I will keep you informed as we move closer to March, 2010. Have a wonderful season celebrating the coming of Jesus, our Savior.

Returning Home

2009-11-02T18:43:00.000-08:00

Dawn of HOPE!

As a child growing up in Liberia, it was the closest place to heaven for me, with beautiful people, places and life changing experiences.

Yet I played on cannons that rested on the sandy beach, hearing the stories of slave ships and the brutality to human life and dignity. It crushed my heart to this day. Here is a picture of children today sitting on the same cannon.

I loved the Liberian crest expressing freedom from slavery, as many returned from the USA in the early 1800s. "THE LOVE OF LIBERTY BROUGHT US HERE" was their goal. This is a country where hopes of freedom and equality were pursued. There were also Liberians who didn't cross the seas. The blending of both is important and has a very special place in God's plan.

But now after the 14 years of Civil war, it has become one of the darkest hell holes on earth. Think of the children rounded up and taken by truck load to become child-soldiers, forced to kill and rape.

''Momolu Norman a former child soldier, enrolled in a computer school under a U.N. program to retrain combatants. He now teaches at the school in the mornings and studies criminal justice and administration at the university in the afternoons. Instead of a Kalashnikov, he carries a computer memory stick tied to a lanyard looped around the button-down collar of his pink and white checked shirt.

Seven years ago, when Norman was 15, he was selling used clothes on the street when a truck came to round up boys for the army.

"I gave my clothes to someone I knew and tried to run," says Norman, now 22. "But they caught me and put me on the truck. My family didn't even know then what had happened to me."

Five years of terror followed during which Norma saw friends lose their arms, legs and lives.

"I had to kill people - I had no choice," he says. "I never wanted to be a soldier. When the U.N. intervened to end the war, I could finally do something for myself."

Think of some leaders who turned their souls to the cruelest atrocities on earth, killing, maiming and raping hundreds of thousands of their own people. Think of the physical destruction of the land that once stood tall for freedom and light.

Could there be a new chapter to this story? Yes, by God's grace and eternal love the dawn of hope is breaking.

October 13th, I read a recent New York Times report of a child who was raped and was speaking out for change in Liberia. It stirred my heart.

I was raped at the age of 12 in Liberia. For years, God has used this 'event' in my life. I have been able to come along side hundreds of women and teens around the world. I again longed to hold, weep with and love my Liberian sisters and share the freedom I have found in Christ.

ELWA, the radio station where my parents served since 1955, and where I grew up, is very much on my heart. From the age of 10, I worked in the clinic and then ELWA hopital with wounded people, physically, spiritually and emotionally.

October 14th, I was invited to join a team from the USA going to Liberia! Could this be true? I ask you to join me in prayer for God's will.

THE ASSIGNMENT:

WHERE: Liberia, West Africa
WHY: I know God wants me to go, and because I want to take the love of Jesus there!
WHEN: March, 2010
WHAT: Visiting orphans and widows; youth rallies; woman's seminars; love, hold and weep with raped and war victims from the poor to elite; Management training for Government officials and at ELWA.
HOW: By the strength and grace of the Lord, your prayer and financial support.

WOULD YOU PARTNER WITH ME?

Prayer Support:

Lasting peace in Liberia through Jesus Christ's transforming power
President Ellen Johnson-Sirleaf, that her heart and mind will remain focused on Jesus.
Resolution of civil differences, impossible humanly speaking, but with God all is possible.
Opportunity to rebuild relationships with old friends and make new.
That the Holy Spirit will create a spiritual hunger in the lives of those we meet.
That my heart will never ignore God's call in my life.
Financial and Prayer support before February 1, 2010.

Financial Support:

Financial needs for transportation for the trip
Housing, food and land travel while in Liberia
Supplies for seminars and youth rallies

"Lord, I have heard the news about You, I am amazed at what You have done. Lord, do great things once again in our time; make those things happen again in our own days." Habakkuk 3:2

If you would like to contact me, please send me an email at annettecooper77@yahoo.com

Thank you for hearing my heart!

Annette

Live and Die Well - Father's Day tribute to my Daddy

2009-06-20T07:16:00.000-07:00

Daddy Showed us how to live and die well

My first Father’s day with Daddy in Heaven. He left for heaven March 27, 2009 at the age of 97.

My Daddy didn’t tell me how to live or die, he showed me. For all of us who had the honor of visiting him during his last few weeks, this statement was very evident. During his last few days, he communicated with peace in his eyes, a gentle smile, or squeeze of his hand. I am thankful that God kept his mind alert so we could say “goodbye, see you in the morning”.

He was an SIM (Serving In Mission) pioneer missionary who lived life to the full. He and my Mom (Sophie) sailed for Africa on the Queen Mary in 1937. Our first home was a grass hut, and first mode of transportation was a camel. Family life was always an adventure.

The morning Daddy went to be with Jesus at the age of 97, Warwick read Daily Light to me. “To him that soweth righteousness shall be a sure reward. I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith; henceforth there is laid up for me a crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous judge, shall give me at the day; and not to me only, but unto all them also that love his appearing. Behold, I come quickly; hold that fast which thou hast, that no man take thy crown. (Prov 11:18, II Tim 4:7,8 Rev 3:11). Talk about planned comfort from God’s word. I pondered these words all day. Daddy has received his reward. I know it says a ‘crown’ here, but I know that seeing the eyes, and smile of Jesus would have so much more value to him than a crown. HE IS THERE. How awesome is that.

When I called my brother David (who has special needs), I recalled a similar conversation when I told him about Moma’s death 21 years ago. Here is the gist of our conversation … Annette: “Daddy is with Jesus now.” David: “OHHHH, I will miss him. He is with Mommy, Teddy (our oldest brother), Uncle Stan and Auntie Rae Whitehead (friends who knew David as a young boy). I want to go to heaven.” Annette: “When I told you Mama went to heaven you said: ‘Jesus called her name. He will be waiting for us, and will call our name someday.’ Can we wait together until it is our turn?” David: “Whose turn will be next?” --- WOW, what profound incite he has to encourage all of us, with a very simple faith.

Through this season of the shadow of death, I can feel the warmth of Jesus’ face next to mine, I can smell the sweet fragrance of His peaceful presence against the stench of death, and see the evidence of His sustaining power in the newness of this day. I can fall back into the loving arms of His eternal love and rest there.

When I think of Daddy, I realize his faith was practiced in the way he lived day by day. I am so proud to be a part of his family. It is my honor to follow in his steps, ones that look so much like the steps of Jesus. My prayer is that in my generation and those behind, we will be able to recognize the steps of Jesus. Clarence Kelland said: “My father didn’t tell me how to live; he lived and let me watch him do it.” This was so true of Daddy. He also showed us how to die well, and we thank him.

As I stand by his grave, I remember that his body is like a shadow reflecting who he was here on earth. There is no life there, yet he is more alive now than he ever has been. I love that truth about ETERNAL LIFE. Right now I see through clouds of human understanding and mis-understanding, grief and pain mixed with hope and love. It seems very dark and cold at time. Death isn’t something we will ever get used to, but the SON is above those clouds. And that is where my belief system lies! Let’s remain enveloped in His mercy new, just for today to live and die well!

Cultivating the beauty of everyday moments ...

2009-03-09T20:16:00.000-07:00

Running through the warm, bubbling waves on the sandy beaches of Liberia, West Africa or climbing up coconut palms for a sweet fruit snack are early childhood memories captured in my mind forever. Cultivating the beauty of an everyday moment - takes time and demands focus. My Dad and Mom (Ray and Sophie de la Haye) taught me from a very young age to live in the moment. Daddy, a photographer taught me to capture unexpected beauty in the most unusual places through the lens of a camera. Momma encouraged me to journal my joys, hopes, disappointments and fears. Every life is a story.

Life lived to the fullest whether in a quiet solitude moment or in a celebrated crowd is what memory building is all about. Beauty is captured there, maybe lasting for a moment, but imprinted in our minds forever.

Photography, journaling and gardening are passions of mine. They are my favorite places to listen to God, my loving Heavenly Father. In the Bible in James 4:8 it says: "Draw near to God, and He will draw near to you."

I find gardening and photography are places of few words and great wonder. Have you found this to be true on your journey? Share with me.